Nicki Minaj‘s new three-part E! reality series My Truth has been touted as an inside look at the superstar rapstress’ lifestyle — and indeed, the debut episode, now streaming live, doesn’t disappoint in terms of revealing what it’s like to spend a day as Nicki. In the episode, Minaj hits the studio to a record a track, selects an outfit for her first day of American Idol, arrives to appear on The View, speaks in a fake British accent and promotes her new fragrance. She also presents as a neurotic, endlessly self-deprecating control freak. No wonder she and Mariah Carey butted heads.